Whats Upzzzz!!!

Hey hey,

any one still there??

True love is to allow your beloved the freedom to follow her own dreams and not to compel her to follow yours.

The one that i felt for in July 08

7 months has passed, our love grew stronger as time goes..

Today i did a shoot out for her...and she blushed.

Hugzzz on this lovely day.

Official Apology "Posting"

Hey Hey. What the crap..

Dear Delicated Readers,
With reference to the comment made on my earlier posting, Thomas with his heartfelt words apologizes for his negligence . Unaware that his insane online behavior is being watched over by A demanding yet amiable person.
Due to the slump that the world is going through, the deprived blogger has been buried under massive amount of email and work load. At times, he does pondered over whether is it describing a sign of daylight or brewing a lethal bowl of chicken soup for meal.

Side track a little.... From Bloomberg - gold founder see gold topping 5000. What's ur say?

Living in such bewildered situation, Thomas pleaded that he could be given more time to assure his readers again.

Your Dumbest Blogger........
Hugzzz

:D :) :P :S :X

Hey hey.

Dear Blog, do you miss me..
Ctrl + C, Ctrl+V = Rubbish

YOU TO ME ARE EVERYTHINGI would take the stars out of the sky for youStop the rain from falling if you asked me to.I'd do anything for youyour wish is my commandI could move a mountain when your hand is in my hand.Words cannot express how much you mean to me.There must be some other way to make you see.If it takes my heart and soulyou know I'd pay the price.Everything that I possess I'd gladly sacrifice.Oh you to me are everythingThe sweetest song that I could singOh babyOh babyTo you I guess I'm just a clownWho picks you up each time you're downOh babyOh babyYou give me just a taste of loveTo build my hopes upon.You know you've got the power girlTo keep me holding on.So now you've got the best of meCome on and take the rest of meOh babyThough you're close to mewe seem so far apart.Maybe given time you'll have a change of heart.If it takes forevergirl then I'm prepared to wait.The day you give your love to me won't be a day too lateOh you to me are everything.The sweetest song that I could sing.Oh babyOh babyTo you I guess I'm just a clownWho picks you up each time you're downOh babyOh babyYou give me just a taste of loveTo build my hopes upon.You know you've got the power girlTo keep me holding on.So now you've got the best of meCome on and take the rest of meOh babyOh you to me are everything.the sweetest song that I could sing.(Your the sweetest song that I could sing.)Oh baby (oh baby)Oh baby (yes I need you baby)You to me are everything.The sweetest song that I could sing.Oh baby (you are everything to me)Oh baby (cant you see)You to me are everything.The sweetest song that I could sing.(Your the sweetest song that I could sing.)Oh babyOh baby (you're everything)You to me are everything.The sweetest song that I could sing.Oh babyOh baby (your the sweetest song)You to me are everything.The sweetest song that I could sing.

Hugzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!

The LOL

Hey Hey,

has been awhile again. Actually Thomas got a posting half written saved in my drafts, waiting for completion.

Anyway today Thomas read an article online by this lady Dr. Laura Schlessinger.
Something that she said makes Him LOL for awhile.

"When the wife does not focus in on the needs and the feelings, sexually, personally, to make him feel like a man, to make him feel like a success, to make him feel like her hero, he’s very susceptible to the charm of some other woman making him feel what he needs"

Dont ask him why....Doubt he know why...

Hugzzz !!!

101010 - 10 Oct 2010

Hey hey,

Tuesday Night!! Got a little boring and was looking at my friend's wedding pics..Suddenly something weird just pop out of my mind.

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LoL just cant stop rubbish from invading my mind.......

Hugzzz!!!!

An intellectual blog

Hey hey everyone,

I realise my opener of life, looks a bit crappy and "messy"...

Guess I should revamp here and make it more intellectual rather than a scrap book...
First thing to do...remove that thai mtv which i guess...no one understand till date.(I guess) Anyway it said about a girl having this sad relationship and as usually ........the song goes......

Give your view.. :D

Hugzzz!!!!!

It seems that....

It seems that.... Thomas has less things to write nowadays..... nothing nothing totally nothing can pop out of his mind.Is it good or bad?

Anyway Thomas read a few articles where people said that life is bad or hard.. even spoke to people saying that life is bad or hard. Some might read writeup to encourage or motivate people saying that we must think positive. Nothing but the truth.
Life is gonna be as bad or as hard, the way you think it is... You choose it and is your choice.
Life is not hard to go on, no matter hard so long you still carry on living that's life. Thomas is not saying you should end it but life is a something blank book. It record what you wrote in it. If you filled with misery and saddness, that is what you choose and it will be that way. When ever you open the book is what you have inscribe down there.

We cant deny the fact that no one can enjoy a perfect story with happily ever after cause life is never about a smooth riding. But with a happy and healthy mindset, it definitely make your life better. Probably i cant be a good example cause everyone have some of their untold story but you can have some opinion.

Another page in my life has start moving in Oct, still trying hard to scribble something. It is going to be something in my life. :D

It looks like there is many grammar mistake and spelling error on this page?

What makes the world revolve?

The hmmmmm.....

* wondering*

In search of myself

I realise something we cant know who we are. But we can be what we want.
So i am not going to search myself anymore, we are not product that we are produce or customize to a certain function. Our life is what we want.
Our life is a perfect reflection of our belief although sometime is not exactly the way..

Some if one day some one were to ask me to be myself, probably i will ask for a model number then.

If i continue to search on, i will never be able to find it.

Hugzzz!!! Good Nite !!

วันยังค่ำชนม์เดิม ตะวันขึ้นเหยื่อ ทางดำ

Before dusk, a life is born. when sun rises, a victim of the dark.

Just another day

Has been awhile since Thomas laid his finger on the keyboard and start typing here.
Today again a pretty cold day, he is confused over some stuff that happen over this 2 weeks.
Pardon him, thai is not his mother tongue but the posting is to limit the reader so :P

ยากกับถอดความหมายอังกฤษกับไทย
เหมือน ผมพูด นี้ สอง อาทิตย์ เป็นบ๊อง
ผม ใช้เงิน ก๊ง เลย
ไม่ชอบเท่าไร เป็น ยุติธรรม ไม่ ผม
คงเป็น ท่าน ผม เหมือน ท่าน ยิ้ม
ผม เคลิบเคลิ้ม ข้าง เด็กผู้หญิง ยิ้ม ยุติธรรม ความอบอุ่น ผม กมล
มาก ผม

crap....i dont know how to continue anymore.

ฝึกหัด first then ขีด some more.....

Total madness and insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ying Gwah Sia Jai - So Sad

Lust ??

So Sad

เสียแรงที่รัก เสียแรงที่ไว้ใจ ไม่นึกว่าจะทำได้ลงคอ
ช่วยตอบสักคำ ทำไมไม่รู้จักพอ ทำไม ใจเธอถมไม่เคยเต็ม
เสียแรงที่หวง เสียแรงที่ทุ่มเท
ไม่เห็นใจกันบ้างเลยหรืออย่างไร
เธอทำอย่างนี้ ฉันจะมองหน้าใครได้
ทำไมใจเธอร้ายเหลือเกิน
ไม่เห็นกับตา ก็คงไม่เชื่อ
ไม่เจอกับตัว คงโง่ไปอีกนาน
คนรักกันไม่น่าจะทำได้ลง
ความซื่อตรงไม่มีบ้างเลยหรือไร
ถ้าแม้วันนี้ เราต้องตายจากกันไป
ยังไม่เสียใจ เท่านี้เลย
เสียแรงที่หวง เสียแรงที่ทุ่มเท
ไม่เห็นใจกันบ้างเลยหรืออย่างไร
เธอทำอย่างนี้ ฉันจะมองหน้าใครได้
ที่เสียน้ำตาวันนี้ ไม่ใช่เพราะเธอทิ้งฉันไป
แต่เสียใจที่ลืมเธอไม่ลง
คนรักกันไม่น่าจะทำได้ลง
ความซื่อตรงไม่มีบ้างเลยหรือไร
ถ้าแม้วันนี้ เราต้องตายจากกันไป
ยังไม่เสียใจ เท่านี้เลย
คนรักกันไม่น่าจะทำได้ลง
ความซื่อตรงไม่มีบ้างเลยหรือไร
ถ้าแม้วันนี้ เราต้องตายจากกันไป
ยังไม่เสียใจ เท่านี้เลย

Why there is no posting .??..??

Cause the "ling gan" is not there. >.<

Today is friday

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SPAM SPAM SPAM

Today Thomas realised that he failed....and he make the same mistake again and again including this time through his life. He never learn his lesson from the past.... he should stood by what he said some years ago....

Damn....Sorry just mood swing :X

Success?? Successful

Thomas read some article posted online asking what does successful in life means to you?

Some said happy and contented, some have x amount of money by x age....so much more.
Those who said to be contented with what you have now? Are u really contended ?

But what is it to u?

My living art.. How to be soo devoted?

Hey hey,

05 Aug...

Was clearing junks in pc and disc... and saw some of my older pictures.Thomas realised how devoted he could be last time. This is his planted tank, his living art. Why he could manage such a tank last time. Do you know is really a hassle to "create" such a tank, the time and money you gonna put on it....

Hmm...Thomas is wondering why he could be such devoted last time, where is the guy that is patient and determined guy gone to ?

He is doing up his nice resume now..

Good Nitez...Hugzzz!!!

Thomas misses her

Thomas is no longer poignant...
Thomas just want to say he misses the person in the picture.
Yes, Thomas can't get over it but who can, if it is true love for these 3 years.
The longest relationship that Thomas had.
One genuine relationship.
Do not ask Thomas to stop thinking, do not ask Thomas to forget her.
Everyday 2-3 days, he would see her in his dreams.
How are you going to forget someone whom you share your woes and happiness for 3 years, even people that Thomas knew for a few days he never forgets.

Yes, Thomas got to move on, but definitely is not just a matter of an on/off switch.

Thomas's friend said he is nostalgic and sentimental....
Thomas might be sentimental but he is not nostalgic.
Thomas is yearning for a fruitful journey, but he never regrets this break up.

Like what James Blunt sang.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,Remember us and all we used to be.
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

But Thomas will live without her :P

Let this blog mark down Thomas's feeling and memories for today.
Thomas do not hide his feeling.
Thomas is not afraid that people will mock at him.
Thomas misses her.

Good Nitez. Hugzzz..!!!

Thomas Goh Got His Facebook Up

A lot of people asking where is Thomas's facebook now, last time, always...Now is up but Thomas did not really add any pics or details in there Soooooo :D

tgmail@singnet.com.sg add me

Anyway Thomas got a new cut hair today, feeling so good about it :P Maybe because is more expensive than his usual cut? Errr..... last time with this amount i can cut 5 time :P

Very busy, loitering around today.... :D

Good Nitez. Hugzzz!!!

What is what......

Hey hey. Wat sup ppl, been awhile since i type here....Today 29 July coming to a month of my shackling period. I would not said i waste 1 month because that was in my plan.. Shackling all the way, stop my mind from fucnction awhile.
Last week was a busy week but yet a fruitful week.Anyone watch that channel 8 or channel U show " Qiang tan dai xin dong". Where celebrity hosts and professional chief helps food stall owner to become skilled at cooking, pointing our their problems for the poor business etc.
I ran a "Qiang tan dai xin dong" for my friend's shop last week. His shop was in a mess, stocks everywhere not organize, dust here and there. Is not welcoming for customers at all, even as a friends i do not even feel welcoming to walk into his shop.
As usual when you ask what happened ? Why in such a mess.... ? Most common excuses - busy, no time.
1 whole week shifting his shelves. Organize, rearrange some of his stocks. He actually intend to build some new shelves but i said no the idea is to make use of current resources to bring in more revenue, I even made him to work on his non operating day. Everything completed on Sat, i hung around to see respond, was a success to me. Regular customers ask if he expanded his business why the shop look bigger and seems to have more variety of stocks. Supplier came down and thought he got his stock from other people why suddenly it seems that is so well stocked. Basically everything is his old stocks just some shifting and rearrangment.

Asked me about it. The satisfaction? Very. I even did some sales for him on Sat and get to know this sweet couple there. So lovely( Envy because i just broke up??) :D His suppliers and regulars ask me how much he paid me. Jokingly i said he cant afford to hire me and i did it out of good will. But i felt so happy and i told him i would feel better walking into shop. :D

Some friends asking me so when am i starting to find a new job. Blessing in disguise, maybe because the sunken relationship family memebers did not ask me anything about my new job or when am i starting one..So happy.. I do have a couple of offering this month thru friends, ex colleagues, there is even one that offers quite an attractive package( so far the highest offer i ever got) but i do not want to work for a job. It will never last. I want something that i will never have a peak(usually is a downtrend after the peak) or a stopping. It must be something up up and up all the way,so i could maintain my learning attitude and passion in the job. Hard to please right? That's human, faced the fact.
To venture into something i am interested? I tried but it seems that people criticize about it asking the prospect etc.... Some time i really wonder what people meant by prospect....Again human are hard to please. Well next posting i should be ending the charter of this blog. I am too busy to write now. Busy with sleeping and enjoying my silent night.

Anyway today i read a couple of article from AsiaOne site, pretty interesting.

One of it wrote about this girl 25yo about her 50boyfriends and the mercs she has... Again i do not understand why people denounce her actions and criticize her too... I am one that has a pretty old school and conservative person but i admire this girl...Think of it, nowadays isn't most of the girls are just like what she is just that she outshine or i would said "more" than what normal girls does. Is it due to the "red eyes effect" of what she is having?
Well these days is not like my grandparents' time once you are in a relationship most likey you will married him or her...
Talking about moral issues, is there any? She just mutiple the numbers of what others is doing. Open up and tell people about it.
I read about people comments in forum talking about her, at times when i talk i don use my brain yes but i realise most people posted their comment without using their brains. One posted something that she did when she was a teen( i don know how true) but i guess most of the teens do it nowadays.
How many people really understand that families do affect a child growth...how many? People always said things about attention seekers but how many do really understand how an attention seekers feels, does he/her do it out of fun?

Well again, we human, animal with thoughts and many many more are just hard to please......Be your own judge, take it easy. Anyway is nothing of our concern, unless i am the number XX which is highly likely not possible. Keke cause i got nothing.


Heres the link, enjoy reading.
http://www.asiaone.com/Just%2BWoman/News/High%2BLife/Story/A1Story20080728-79189.html

Another interesting article, which makes my eyes go blink blink, my head go shake shake..
http://justwoman.asiaone.com/Just%2BWoman/News/Women%2BIn%2BThe%2BNews/Story/A1Story20080727-79056.html

Internet nowadays are soooooooooooooooooooo astonishing


Good Nitez...Hugzzz!!!
P.S see if i am lesser busier tomorrow i will post the last chapter..Just realise it's a pretty wrong post today. Mistake - keep story short and sweet( that why i also failed to do summary in school :P )